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I hate it here!

[That is all. She is upset that she spilled all those secrets so easily. It's so infuriating and she wants to believe that people don't care, like Shego said (GREEN PERSON, WHAT T HE HELL), but it's not so easy when her brother knows everything. You suck, Barge. :c]

[Private to Jesse]

You shouldn't have made me swear! [Vows suck.]

[Private to Rachel]

Who did you kill? Did you mean what you said? [About not leaving her behind. About escaping. Very important things.]

[Private to Jon]

[There is a flash of video, of Arya trying to look in control and it starting to crumble, so she switches to writing, small and almost sloppy.] I'd kill them again. They would have done for me the same.

[Private to Viserys]

I can still show you how to use a sword. With the chair legs. If you want.

[Private]

[Arya closes her eyes tight and whisper to herself, focusing on it like a prayer.] Ser Gregor, Dunsen, Raff the Sweetling. Ser Ilyn, Ser Meryn, Queen Cersei.

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What the hell?! I thought you were all grown up!

Shut up, what does my age matter? Stupid.

Kind of a lot...

Not if you thought I was an adult.

Hey, there are certain assumptions about experience you make when you think that.

Then there was a reason you made your stupid assumption.

Yeah - most people we get here are adults. That's why.

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I was a soldier. I killed the people I was told to kill to protect my friends and my family. [She might sound slightly flat about that. Her voice softens.

And of course I meant what I said. [she sounds grim] I won't leave you here.

Bad people. People who would have hurt them. [Right, right? You aren't like the other soldiers, killing and taking because you can.]

Very bad people.

[she pauses.] The people I killed were trying to take over the world, trying to enslave everyone.

[Never mind that they weren't really people and she killed a bunch of humans.]

The friend who made me a...a warg? Did so so that I could fight them.

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The whole world? [No one can do that. Geographical imposi-freaking-bility. But hrmmm.]

Were you alone?

No.

I had a group of people. My friends. We fought a war for our planet against aliens called the yeerks.

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Aliens? [These things make no sense.]

Different people. Others. They used...they used science to get in people's brains and make them do what they wanted them to do. They controlled them and took away their sense of free will.

Sometimes they locked people up in cages. I broke them out. My friends and I.

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[Jesse has literally been HIDING IN HIS ROOM for two days. He looks unshaven and gross.]

Oh, shit, is it over?

I knew you'd be pissed at me.

[Arya is used to people looking gross. Self grooming, lol.]

You made me promise not to be mad. [Which she is pretty sure what pissed means, but. SCOWL. SCOWL SCOWL SCOWL THIS IS HARD.]

Yeah, but now you are anyway, right?

Look, I won't call you-- that other name. You can still be Cat, I don't care.

I promised. [So yes. :| And ASFDS SO MUCH ASFSD she is trying to shut down her reactions though, to be blank like the waif taught her.]

I'm no one.

[This is not going the way he'd been hoping it would. :|]

[Under his breath:] Shiiit.

[To her:] Come on, give me a f--reaking break. I was trying to help you.

I know! [And rr she is trying not to hold it against him.] I know. But I'm not Cat. And I'm not Arya. until I go back and finish my training.

I told you, yo, I don't give a damn what you want to call yourself. Cat, Arya, whoever. Christ, use Jesse if you want. No one will care.

[Rrr, himself. He drags his hands down his face and sighs. He's not even touching that "training" thing, not yet. He doesn't know what to say about that.] Do you want to hear a secret about me? Would that make you feel better? Only, like, one other guy even knows I have a brother, so that's one thing already.

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I hate it here, as well.

But don't act rashly and fight battles you can't win.

Wait until you know you can win them.

I'm not stupid. I know how to wait. [And wait and wait.]

I'm not denying that, little sister. [Seriously, Father needs to be here. He's so much better at the honor speech. Or Robb :c]

[Wherefore Robb :c Also she is now confused. :c] ...Good.